Tuesday, 30 June 2015

Do whatever the fuck makes you happy.

Society has probably got you to believe you should always wait for a boy to text you first. Society has probably got you to believe a boy should always ask you out.

Society is fucked up.

You're a strong, powerful, beautiful and independent women. You do not need to wait for anything or anyone. Want something? Go get it.

We are part of a generation who are changing the world. We are growing up believing everyone is equal. Every single one of you. You are just as good as everyone else and don't for even a second think otherwise.

If you want to compete in a sport that is considered to be for 'boys' you go and prove them wrong. You fucking go.

Want to take a subject that is considered more 'for boys'? You fucking go.

This isn't just about girls that can do the same as boys It's also the other way. For example 'textiles' is often seen as a girls subject but if you're a boy and you are interested in doing it. You fucking go. I'm quite frankly jealous that you have the talent and motivation to take textiles.

Do whatever makes you happy and if anyone disagrees with you prove how wrong they are. They're not worth your time. 90% of the time they ave o idea what they're talking about so maybe just talk to them about how wrong they are.

Do whatever makes you happy. Just get yourself out there. Take risks and enjoy yourself. You fucking go. 

Stressing? Not good.

It's 10pm about 200c and my internet is lagging. Not good. Currently listening to sad songs on Spotify.

Seeing as my internet is currently incapable of letting me do anything other than blog I am here, blogging.

Everything at school seems to have got really stressful at the moment so I thought I would share a couple of things that help me de-stress.

  1. Put some music on, dance. 
  2. If you're currently in the UK and having a heatwave. Have a cold shower. Feels so good. 
  3. If you're feeling stressed about school. Organize some stuff. I've created a couple of folders with dividers for each subject. 
  4. Struggling to revise for exams? Mindmaps help me massively for my ICT exam coming up. 
  5. Eat some ice cream or chocolate. 
  6. Take a nap. 
  7. Take regular breaks from your phone. You may think spending hours on your phone is a good idea but it's not. 
  8. Take a walk, take some friends and I sometimes go to the beach and watch the sea. Pretty calming. 

Stressing isn;t going to help everything. What are you stressing about? Can it be resolved in anyway? For example revising for a test could help put your mind at rest. Stressing about a boy not texting you, text him first. Go for it. Make yourself happy. 

Your comments make me happy!

Saturday, 27 June 2015

Dress Shopping Crisis

I am completely stuck.

I need to buy 3-4 dresses for our cruise holiday. These need to be up-dressed and basically posh hah.

I am not a dress kind of girl. Well I am, just not the whole posh layeres dress.

I have a few ideas, but if you could suggest a few websites (preferably within the UK) and a reasonable price (up to £35ish)  it would be amazing.

This one is quite cute and very cheap: http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Womens-chiffon-boho-maxi-dress-/201372343053?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_3&hash=item2ee2ba1b0d

Along those lines, I like lace and maxi dresses most.

I've already tried websites like Boohoo, New look, River Island ect. I'm more looking for less well known websites.

Friday, 26 June 2015

Vent space.

I just need a little place to vent. If you don't want to read this, It's cool I understand but just skip straight down to my last blog post.

I'm feeling confused at the moment. It's perfectly normal to be confused, you're probably just trying to figure everything out and get a good balance of school,boys and friends.

I was walking home with my best mate and my ex was walking behind us. We were also walking with a couple of boys. He came a joined us and it was so fucking awkward. I'm trying to move on but there are still feelings there and he kept staring at me and wasn't even trying to avoid it. He then started to flirt with my best mate, Why?

Just every time I see him it brings back everything, it was weird walking without talking, laughing or holding hands.

The reason I'm confused is because I'm not sure if him flirting with other girls bothers me or not. We also had a weird argument thing where I may have been a little out of order. I just want him to be straight with me. Part of me wants him to want me and part of me wants him to leave me the fuck alone.

Saturday, 20 June 2015

Sister of the world bloggers award.

I was nominated by a beautiful blogger named Girl Obsessed.
Basically i'm answering a shit load of questions and I tag a few of you, so here we go.

1.Why did you start blogging?
I started blogging as I had a load of questions and vents I wanted to do. I have an old blog but I wanted this one to be more private and not just about makeup. There's so much more to being a teenage girl that makeup.  
2. How did you come up with your blog name?
I came up with it because I am an average teenager. And I guess I'm now a blogger to. 

3.What do you enjoy most about blogging?
Being able to help answer peoples comments and questions.

4. Dark chocolate or milk chocolate?

4. Cats or dogs?
Dogs but kittens are cute as hell. 

5. Are you organised?
Yeah, I guess I am but also damn forgetful at the same time. 

6. When do you get off for Summer?
Wednesday 22nd June. 

7. Unicorns or majestic sloths?

8. What is your obsession?
Netflix, tumblr, pot noodle. 

9. Describe yourself in ONE word!

10. Do you read?
Yes, I guess I go through phases.

My questions. Okay I'm crap at thinking of questions. 
  1. Are you more grunge or hippy?
  2. Who do you most want to see in concert?
  3. Favourite band that are mostly unknown?
  4. Last thing you ate?
  5. Topshop or Newlook?
  6. Favourite bloggers?
  7. Favourite makeup brands? 
  8. Who is your favourite author?
  9. What subjects did/do you study?
  10. Why do you like blogging?

Monday, 15 June 2015

I'm not that interesting but

I was tagged by a lovely blogger adorkabledarling. 

  1. I like netflix; I watch Orange is the new black, and 90210. 
  2. I like tumblr. 
  3. Favourite food is sushi.
  4. I suck at languages, my Spanish is appalling. 
  5. Arctic monkeys are cool.
  6. I want to be a journalist. 
  7. I wanna go to festivals. 
  8. I like older music as well; The Beatles and Elvis are amazing. 

Friday, 12 June 2015

Boy Cleanse.

In 40 days, school ends.
In 43 days, I am going on holiday.
I am going on a boy cleanse.

I want to be boy free in 40 days. I don't want to be thinking/imagining/in love/texting any boys.
Boy free.

I don't want to spend the whole 6 weeks of my summer pining over a stupid boy. I will stop texting all boys, and completely going boy free. I know at first it's going to be weird, I guess I like the comfort and compliments you get, haha.

How will I do this? I'm going to spend a lot less time on my phone, so I cannot stalk anyone. I will find some books to read. Listen to more music. Probably spend more time on tumblr (not his!). Hopefully see some more friends.

By boy cleanse I don't mean I'm going to turn into some complete sad person overnight. I will continue to talk to my best mate, who's a boy. My boy cleanse I mean boys that are wasting my time and effort. Ones that have mood swings and mess with my head. Especially slow replies.You know the ones I mean: Fuckboys. I won;t start talking to any new boys. I won't develop feelings for anyone.

It would be really nice to meet someone on holiday! Just a friend though.

I hate the feeling when you wake up in the morning to no texts/notifications.

I want to do this because I hate the feeling when you check your phone and no one has text you. When you're waiting for that someone and it just doesn't happen. I want to wake up in the morning and not check my phone for his twitter/ask.fm/snapchat/instagram/text.

I want to be independent and happy with he people that actually care for me through everything.

Bye Bye Boys.

Wednesday, 10 June 2015

Industrial estate photography.

Went to an industrial estate and took some photos.The theme was unusual structures and viewpoints. I couldn't resist the swans though.

The last I used a mirroring app to mirror the pylons horizontally.

Thursday, 4 June 2015

Time capsules and the future.

One week into the new term and I'm already stressing. We've started our GCSE subjects and I'm stressing out over everything.

We done the cutest thing in geography today, apart from discussing how the shape of your feet tells you about your origins and talking about Mexican music and food. We wrote a letter to ourselves that will be locked away until our last Geography lesson when we leave. A time capsule. We could write anything we wanted in it and it could be as long or as short as we wanted. I have no idea what that's got to do with Geography. No idea.

I had pe first today, and I hate pe. Hate it, I swear the teacher hates me but it's my easiest lesson and I guess I mess around and take advantage but as its my only fun lesson with no pressure it's good. There's no point of catching a ball anyways.

So I wanted to talk about future. You probably have friends who know exactly what they want to do with their career. That's cool but not knowing what the hell you want to do when you leave school is also cool. I would recommend choosing subjects that you have an interest in/like. I think I finally sound what I want to do! I think journalism is the route for me and I have taken Geography,Spanish,Photography and Ict.

Honestly, pick subjects you enjoy. You don't want to pick ones because you think they may be good. If you don't like it then don't do it. You don't want to be dreading that lesson for the next few years.